I won't spend too much longer in this,  just pepper in some lil'details that stood out https://open.spotify.com/track/2jmVGWe4MYY1zAAzpFHHcC?si=Hu48nCXURECFBA23kp6sRg He asked what I had to eat for my lunch break, and when I told him, he laughed and said he needed my black manager's recommendation since the white boys had bad taste; funny how I copied my … Continue reading iT Doesn’t Matter iF Ü R Black öЯ White

http://madmanrequiem.com/2026/06/26/99425/ Now, let's get to the experience in real life. Working at Sheetz at the register, too be the "ideal employee" like I always wanted to be, I needed to look all my customers in the eye; what a fucking experience it's been... Anyways, I'll try skipping to the point. Though before, it's kinda <dinghy> … Continue reading

There was a particularly...traumatizing moment that occurred at work awhile ago, though i knew I wouldn't forget, so I didn't bother writing about it 'til now... Something that I've written before that, if not exactly like this, most people who are called "racist" aren't really racist, just dumb & mad. So much so, I wasn't … Continue reading

http://madmanrequiem.com/2026/06/26/nimbus/ Now, too get to the point that I remembered; a particularly low point in this ...whatever to call this... I remember being in my car.... Wait, I don't know if this was during OSU. I think it was, but what's really sad is, the reason I'm writing this post is to confess I forgot … Continue reading Nimbus II

I just remembered something. A buried trauma, from my actual lowest point n my life...not all this acting, method acting, to... the reasom is either obvious at this point or there's no amount of words that could ever explain this öDD concept 2 Ü... Anyways, my actual lowest point, before...or I guess around when I … Continue reading Nimbus

He continues to go after her, saying something like,  "I'm locked out after the divorce?" - not that exactly, just that he implied they must have been married at some point since she probably gave him 1 piece of gum 1 time, and monsters hook onto genuine kindness since it feels good to feed on … Continue reading Finesse

Let's try this again. He asked my age, and I replied, "um" - since right as I was about to tell him, I remember that predator trait He jokes about how i answer "um" - a lil'jab to make you feel small; he failed to land a blow, though... Then he tries again, "do you … Continue reading 7 heads

http://madmanrequiem.com/2026/06/26/dark-passenger%c2%a7/ *comfirmation fart* Anyways, i don't know if I'll actually get the whole story out, though that's the N'tent, though, we know howe..Nevermind Back to the story. 1 key piece of advice that really stood out in the video is how predators will try to quickly get personal information from you. Well, this stranger walks … Continue reading Weird  Ål