• Started 4-25-20 at 7:30PM
• This is the first trip I’ve been on where I wasn’t depressed
• Thought: personality as a function of inhibitions
• I am my best self on acid
• Coexisting life
• How it’s impossible for me to have a bad trip (and how making this statement invites so much)
• I’ve kept my anchor in what I believe is sane. Each day is just another test of how well you really know the waters
• The feeling in the absence of compulsion -> there is no “why?” here -> I think this feeling is living in the present -> I understand what it means to be great
• If you can root for yourself, someone else probably is ->
• Projection
• Reality is so beautifully fragile
• Do you have a better reason not to
• Anxiety as tip-over juice
• Balance in reference to tip-over juice
• Mind, body, spirit realities are constructive realities with each other
• Reality as a wave function
• Concept: ideal self
• People just aren’t self aware
• I want an obsession
• The importance of self love
• I never learned how to love myself, so I phantasize love when I could just be living it
• We create God
Madman♪Requiem 